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And Oh What A Life It Is
Created on 2004-02-13 09:34:23 (#2200727), last updated 2009-05-28
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| Name: | Never Forget |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1985-12-17 |
| Location: | Oxford, United Kingdom |
I won't allow myself to love,
The luxury of it burns through my veins like acid,
Scarring me with eternal vengeance,
Hot and fiery,
Like the passions I leave behind.
I won't allow myself to sleep,
to think of you subconsciously,
Mingling with my dreams,
Warm and solid,
Like the way you melted into my arms.
I won't allow myself to see you,
for fear of holding myself back from the feelings I try to resist.
I won't allow myself to listen,
should your words strike the unseen chords of my fragile heartstrings.
I won't allow myself to speak,
should my words tell you more than I want to let go,
should my voice crack under the pressure,
should my eyes fill with unwanted sadness,
or should tears fall from betraying eyes.
And most of all,
I won't allow myself to love you,
won't allow my fingers to stroke your skin,
graze your cheek,
won't allow my thoughts to wander to your taste,
your touch, your smell.
I won't allow myself to love you,
and I won't allow you to love me.
A poem I wrote...
Here's some of my favourite quotes:
♥Every once in awhile, in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairytale♥
♥And while I'm able, I think I'll label experience with you as a mistake♥
♥He was too good to be forgotten, what more can I say?♥
♥Tripped on a kiss and stumbled into love♥
♥Love is for poets, dreamers and fools♥
♥You know when you looked at me today? I looked into your eyes and thought you saw things my way♥


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The luxury of it burns through my veins like acid,
Scarring me with eternal vengeance,
Hot and fiery,
Like the passions I leave behind.
I won't allow myself to sleep,
to think of you subconsciously,
Mingling with my dreams,
Warm and solid,
Like the way you melted into my arms.
I won't allow myself to see you,
for fear of holding myself back from the feelings I try to resist.
I won't allow myself to listen,
should your words strike the unseen chords of my fragile heartstrings.
I won't allow myself to speak,
should my words tell you more than I want to let go,
should my voice crack under the pressure,
should my eyes fill with unwanted sadness,
or should tears fall from betraying eyes.
And most of all,
I won't allow myself to love you,
won't allow my fingers to stroke your skin,
graze your cheek,
won't allow my thoughts to wander to your taste,
your touch, your smell.
I won't allow myself to love you,
and I won't allow you to love me.
A poem I wrote...
Here's some of my favourite quotes:
♥Every once in awhile, in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairytale♥
♥And while I'm able, I think I'll label experience with you as a mistake♥
♥He was too good to be forgotten, what more can I say?♥
♥Tripped on a kiss and stumbled into love♥
♥Love is for poets, dreamers and fools♥
♥You know when you looked at me today? I looked into your eyes and thought you saw things my way♥

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